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Carrier by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Carrier

I walk in the shadows with your pain Your laughter increases each day That I decrease so that you can gain The love that I push away I hate your smiles But I encourage them still Because my heart keeps terrible files On all that was lost all intentions so ill So I'll carry the darkness you refuse to see Lie down with the darkness, away from everyone Because I care for you so much I wish you free To experience the love that dies in this dungeon

Rise Again by Misfit-Teen16, literature

Dream Life by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Dream Life

We are connected With every glance and smile I feel your loving warmth The fullness is soothing Yet hunger drives me insane History would paint a sadder tale Where I was blind to the truth Brilliant teeth hiding a forked tongue Fire warming too quickly for comfort Another deception Should I run or trust? To chance another wound Could heal them all To live another nightmare Could be my undoing I've gone too far ahead of myself Time and distance are still great Truth has endured Honesty reinforced If dreams adn life should meet...

Healer's Crossroad by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Healer's Crossroad

I'll be named grand healer A symbol of purity and love The sick will come We'll meet and restoration is born of the bond The sarced and coveted connection You'll make an example of my gift Blaming pain on my existence Intuition will be rejected Love will be denied Recipe replaces theory The hurt wander in tears Searching for lost dreams Restlessness spreads The healer becomes ill To continue or submit to self-care? One gets his rest at last The dream comes back in pieces The healer is recognized His illness cured Now to decide Can one heal and be healed? Shall the heal move forward Or barter for happiness? Either path

Splitting by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Splitting

My lonesome cavern As beautiful and inviting Is horrid and destructive My song delivers joy On the wind taht dries my tears My body outside in nature While my mind retreats The weather's unpredictable The cavern promises pain My presence touches the world My body feels, my mind numb The elements mar the flesh The mind is not moved Smiles wrinkle, eyes fade Emotions perservere, thoughts continue Truth and beauty remain unseen The weather's unpredictable The cavern promises peace

Flood by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Flood

I offered you my joy You laughed at the gesture Gray clouds keep rolling The faithful will live on My love was insufficient I appealed to the wrong sensation My tears fall to the earth You barely keep afloat I hear your dying whisper But you aren't you, a monster was born I can't offer sanctuary But rest in my sorrow The dove dried my tears A new world is ahead Will they mock? Or accept the treasure I offer...

Try by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Try

He's here in front of you Everything is good so far He has the smile, the warmth The shining eyes It almost hurts to look but you can't help but stare You step into his world Outside the safety of your darkest thoughts His light offers you comfort But the darkness can't release you It's void is always hungry You're reminded with those memories The games, Where you never know the rules Where you always lose. The play, You don't want to be a puppet again Strings attached are too confining He makes a mistake Not like the others but a small one The light goes from pleasant to intense Warm to hot, sparkling to blinding The sm

Pass by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Pass

I saw the pain inside of you They told me to leave you be But that's not something I could do What if it had been me? He pulled you in and made you feel weak Then straight through your heart he clawed You barely escape, prognosis is bleak You suddenly feel appalled I offer support to heal the pain I relish the days when you smiled You take and then run, to solace more vain Who knew I could be so beguiled Almost at once my body grows cold My spirit just yelled and moaned I walk on ahead to charges untold Dwelling just isn't condoned...

Transfer by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Transfer

Fear overcame him, he needed my help I offered to take on the pain If only for a price, there's always a price Let me take control, while he rests He refused at first, too proud for his own good The bitter ones always want left alone Empowered by their delusions of strength Such a spirit dies quickly He felt the warmth of my touch Melted slowly away from his pain Still he was unsure Did he really want to let the misery go? My alternative is better Hard logic and reason betrayed you Your mind is in chaos Take the peace I'm offering He gave a sarcastic smirk Thinking I would become like him one day "I was just like you, we ar

Next Time by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Next Time

I'm scared, please don't hurt me He offers a warm smile My guard goes down slightly Connection is starting to form I've felt this before, it won't end well Words of understanding Something inside me is dying Giving way to new life This time is different, I feel more secure A gentle pat on the shoulder and a hug I have no armor, I feel weak but strangely content We're getting closer Another approaches, he's distracting Go ahead, I'm not upset Maybe next time it'll be my turn Maybe next time I get to be happy...

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Carrier by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Carrier

Rise Again by Misfit-Teen16, literature

Dream Life by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Dream Life

Healer's Crossroad by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Healer's Crossroad

Splitting by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Splitting

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Depression by Misfit-Teen16, literature

Inside my soul by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Inside my soul

Inside my soul is a place of darkness My once happy self tries to get out With no success he fights everyday But all he can do is put on a mask. No matter what I try to do The light from within will never shine I'm smart yet dumb and mean yet nice Whatever you do don't get on my bad side. The next time you see me walking down the street Remember the mental mess inside of me Chaos, apathy, corruption and evil That is but my existence My personality and who I am.

Depths of Darkness by Misfit-Teen16, literature

Abyss of Lonliness by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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a way dance

she went away and danced, as if in a dream. dreamt of dancing, dancing a way. chance leads what way? no way. no weight. space dances way-less, like milk does; silk spun by yellow spiders surrounds us. thee ilk of soothe-by-blindness hides bidden things blue-lined in brightness. know fences guard the gap; rings prance around reaming like steaming scheming. gap got groped by gluttons gleaming; lemmings lost loose for lip-sank ships left aloft. a lost sail sips right wind from grottos glazed by grace. damn the bad batch! brave the razing! raise the hatching! save those raw, ratchety patches for play! wrap the gap in a pretty gr

You Promised Me That by Isista, literature

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You Promised Me That

I close my eyes And when I open them again I move my arm to feel your skin Against mine. But you're not there. Tears race to my eyes. I hold your pillow To my face. Your heady scent Lingers there. I run my fingers Over your side Of our bed. Tears stream down My burning cheeks. And I realize that you've left... Even though you promised me.... I close my eyes, My mind racing, And my heart threatening to break. And when I open them again, You're next to me Your skin against mine, Your arm covering mine A smile dancing on your lips. I sigh and move closer to you. It was a dream... A nightmare. You're still here An

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Flood by Misfit-Teen16, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 21
United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Los Angeles, CA
Favourite genre of music: Anything appealing to the ear

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Steven Mullan, Corinne Bailey Rae, Anjulie, Sara Bareilles

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Human Nature, Poetry, Music,Dance

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Misfit-Teen16

Feb 26, 2013

Lost Art

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I've been away for a while, gotten into dance, a doctorate program, an internship and my full time job that pays the bills.  I felt an urge to write today so I might put up a draft before I go to bed.

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Misfit-Teen16

Apr 11, 2011

Trying to come back...

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I think I need to give more time to my writing since I've been seriously slacking the past few years.  I enjoyed the release of getting the emotion out somehow. I've been experimenting with being more somatic in my release but I figure I can mix and match just for the sake of keeping balance.  Maybe it'd be a relief to keep a flow going.

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Misfit-Teen16

Apr 29, 2010

So What!

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Soooo, therapy has been going pretty well in helping me to process some issues that were really tough.  It's a wonder what having someone to consistently bounce ideas off of can do to ease the burden on the mind.  On the other hand, I have encountered someone who, like every other man I've tried to date, has left a pretty big wound once I finally started to feel comfortable opening up and being vulnerable.  On the one hand I think I now have a bit of grasp of the dark side of human nature (although I would never act on it) and on the other hand I'll have some writing material so that I can maybe post a deviation or two as I process my feeling

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Mar 30, 2007

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